Stroke survivor stories - Shriram Varadharajan, India

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Organization to achieve our goal of a world free from stroke. Welcome to our stroke
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Where were you when you had your stroke?

I was in my first year of medical school (Jan 2004, 17 years of

age) trying to distract myself ahead of an internal test the next

day for which I was under prepared. My brother was playing a

computer game and I was standing behind him watching the

screen when suddenly I had an awful sensation on my 

right side, feeling weak and I could not balance myself. 

I eventually fell and wanted to shout for help but could 

only mumble incomprehensible words. My mom rushed to 

my side and found my mouth deviated to one side. We 

quickly realized this was serious and I was taken to my family

physician who recognized this as stroke and directed me to nearest hospital.

Could you access hospital?

I was taken to the emergency services of a tertiary care hospital within a couple of

hours. The neurologist was consulted and imaging was done (initial CT which was

normal and subsequent MRI scan which revealed infarct (area of irreversible damage)

in my left brain which controlled my right side.

What expectations did you have for your treatment, rehabilitation, recovery?

Even though I was in medical school, it was my first year and I had very little idea

about what a stroke meant. However, the feeling of feeling powerless, unable to use

one side of your body was overwhelming and frightening. My treatment was based on

imaging studies and I was put on medications to prevent further clotting of blood.

Miraculously most of my power (ability to use my weakened side) returned within a few

hours and my speech improved as well.

What was your experience of treatment and rehabilitation?

My treatment in hospital continued for the next 2 weeks and I underwent a battery of

tests to find out the cause of the stroke. I was also put on multiple medications to

prevent a secondary stroke (subsequent attacks). I did not require much rehabilitation

since my muscle strength had mostly recovered.

What has helped you in your recovery?

I realized that the only thing that helped me was the awareness to recognise that

something was seriously wrong and to seek medical aid within time.

What have been/are your fears?

My biggest fear initially was that I could suffer another stroke. It was so severe for the

first 6 months or so that I needed to consult my family physician every other day for

minor unrelated complaints. I realized later that it was post-traumatic stress reaction to

my initial stroke.

How did your family and friends feel and respond?

My family (parents, brother and now my wife who is my batch mate in medical school

and fully understands my medical history) have been and continue to be my biggest

strength. They gave me confidence to pursue my life to its fullest. I felt that it (my

stroke) was my calling in life and hence I have always been trying to work in the field

of stroke to help other patients. Currently I have finished my higher specialization in

neuroimaging and interventional neuroradiology and continue to pursue my passion.